MY CHRISTMAS WISH THIS YEAR: A NOKIA C7

Do I deserve to have a nice cellphone like this? Perhaps this is one of my dreams. Having this kind of cellphone almost fulfill my dreams. I've been working too hard and even have had 4-5 hours of sleep everyday but I never bought any gifts/rewards  for myself. All my hardworks and efforts are being saved for another purpose - and that to provide comfort for my family. I am saving all my money to build a beautiful home in our province.